even if i die a
thousand times,
the love that i
seek is always you.
love is fool. i'm a fool.
i'm here, waiting
just for you
The day that makes me becomes the happiest
woman in the world, the day when my life feel completed, the day that I have waited for the rest of my life has already came. Yeah, that day..
the man who always ran in my mind asked me to marry him. My heart beat so
fast and it seemed like it was going to explode. Tear stream ran down to my face.
I couldn't believe that finally my wedding day has came. When he said “Will you
marry me?” without thinking too much I answered “Yes, I will”. I hugged him tight as
if I would not let it go. We both cried because finally our soul became one.
“
Tiara…” He called me
“
yes dear” I answered in a spoiled voice
“
I have to go now..” He said firmly
“
Go? Go to my heart dear..you’ve already did it “ I tried to tease him
“ Tiara, I’m serious. I
should go to complete my mission. There is a hidden treasure in Pacific Ocean
and I will go with my team to find it”
“ Ok..go..go ..just go,
if you go, don’t ever tried to see me again” I threaten him
“Dear, I promise I will
come back as soon as I find the treasure. All you need is waiting for me till I’m
back to you” He tried to convince me.
“ How if you never find
the treasure? You won’t come back to me, huh? And you ask me to wait and only wait
for you”
“ Just trust me, I will
see you soon..very soon” He still tried to convince me.
Finally with all of
my effort, I let him stepped away from me to pursue his dream. Every
stepped he took was like a pain for me, a pain that would never healed easily. I couldn't hide my sadness. I kept calling his name until he finally disappeared from
my sight. Day by day passing and it has been 6 months since he went away from me.
He never sent any news to me. From the deepest of my heart, I began to doubt him.
“does he love me? does he think about me? does he with another woman
now?” those question kept popping out in my mind. But I believed that he was a
nice man, he would never stabbed me in the back. In one morning, a bad news came from my
husband’s best friend. He told me that the ship where my husband was in is sinking
down.
“Jack…
please it’s not funny at all…I’m not in a good mood now.” I said firmly
“Tiara.. ..I’m not
joking, the ship where your husband was in is sinking down in Pacific Ocean,
the ship hit a big stone in the middle of ocean and then it is sinking down
because the ship is leak. Your husband’s corps cannot be found yet. The only passenger
who saves from that horrible accident is me”
“ no.. I don’t believe
you, he said he will come back to me safely. Or by any chance, he asked you to
give me a little trick huh?,, he wants to give me surprise? Woaaa so romantic” I
still didn’t want to believe what jack has said to me
“ tiara..just wake
up..it’s real.. Your husband is no longer live in this world. He died..and his
corps cannot be found yet.. so wake up” Jack hardly convinced me
“ NOOOO…you are a liar..ahhh
or my husband ask you to say this fake news so that he can live with another
woman huh? “
“ tiara..you doubt your
husband? He loves you,,he really loves you … everyday the only topic he likes
to discuss with me is only about you ..and you.. no single day passing without thinking
about you. He is a nice man. He will never stab you in the back. Once I’ve ever
though maybe he is thinking about you when he drove the ship so that he loses
his concentration and then the ship hit the stone? Ahhhh ” Jack
said angrily
“ Jack, my husband is
still alive. I won’t believe you untill I see his corps in front of me”
“ OK.. it’s up to you
now. You believe me or not..it is your business now. Stubborn woman!!” Jack said in angry tone again
I told my self that I
wouldn’t believe what people said to me. My husband will comeback and I should
wait him till the end. 30 years passing and I knew that my face now has so many
wrinkles.
“ ah my husband…I’m aging now.,,but
you will still love me, don’t you?” I said to my self
“
TIAAARAAAA..TIAAARAAA” a noisy voice called me
“Your husband’s corps has found, now the police still
investigate the corps. They found it in the sea shore”
I hurriedly went to the
police office to make sure that it was not my husband's corps. As soon as I
arrived at the police office I saw so many people surrounded the corps. Slowly I stepped to the place where the corps was
placed. The corps was almost unrecognizable because the corps was now turned
into a stone. But one, which made me believed that it was my husband corps, was
because he wore a ring which I gave him when we held the wedding day. Now I
believed that my beloved husband has died. Even though it was hard for me, but
life must go on. And I have to face the truth, the truth that now I’m alone in
this horrible world.
